Back to Square One

Year in and Year out it seems like a cycle or recycled boyfriends and broken promises left and right.  It seems like the wheels keep breaking down and chugging along at the same time. Grrr. I will say that I have been keeping my commitment to God and he has talked to me so I am just waiting on the next adventure and answer from above about the next people to hop on the train, broken wheels and all.  I am not even sure to open up anymore about my experiences. I feel like it just keeps going around and around in circles with no possibility of results or end.