February

Let's just sum up this shortest month of the year. 28 days. 1 for Valentine's Day. 2 days for the Presidents. 1 for my Birthday. Pisces. Amethyst.

Valentine's recap: a giant stuffed 4ft teddy bear is in my bed right now. Received February 17. First Love Day together. 1937 miles apart. Bummed. Sleep.

Giant card with these words written:
Love doesn't make the world go round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Two souls with but a single thought,
Two hearts that beat as one.
The best thing about me is you.
I love you...always will.
-V.R.G.
Received February 19

Second card with these words written:
Love is friendship set to music.
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.
V.R.G.
Received February 21

Birthday plans: Vegas. Hopeful. Dinner. Paris. 27 on 27. Happy. Anxious.

That is all. Blame my poetry class.

Troubled Mind

I am feeling like I'm bout to mess this up. Things are going great! Of course they are going great and I am sitting here thinking about what ifs. Stop doing that Jasmine, take your own advice. "Don't be so consumed with the what ifs in life that you lose sight of what is". This is my man, he loves me, he wants to be with me, he wants me to move in with him. I'm sure I can subdue these demons trying to 'suade me to mess things up. Valentine's Day is near. He's there I'm here. Gifts should be in the mail but they aren't. Another deflated V-Day with too many and too little expectations. I don't even know why I try. But hopefully I've just been in the house too long this weekend, I can go back to my busy schedule and forget about all these negative vibes entering my mind. Goodnight love readers until next time.