Test of Faith

I have been wanting to write to you lovers out there but it has been a rough few months. I'm here to talk about a brand new topic on Love Talks.

Why is there so much hate in the world? What happened to uplifting our brothers and sisters in Christ? So many people have so many negative things to say about me moving to be with my sweet love. I understand that they are worried for me but I really wish they could express happiness and love to me. Tell me I'm not crazy for trusting my faith and following my heart. I am so sick of hearing the troubled tales and the advice from people who have either have their happiness and are raining on my parade or those who will never be happy and they are lonely and bitter. I'm a little frustrated if you can't tell.

But surely you can see why...I found an amazing partner and I know we live across the country from each other but isn't that the amazing part? I connect with him in so many ways and I love him, he makes me laugh,laughs at my jokes, calls me everyday and makes me feel special everyday even the days I'm not so nice :/. I understand that maybe (very slight chance) this may not work out but isn't it worth a try? I can talk to him about anything just like I told him about this and he sent me a screenshot of a random but they said something like what if you had a favorite cake would you stop eating eating that cake because a few people disagreed? Probably not. I need an escape and I definitely need to stay in prayer because this is ridiculous. Goodnight lovers, promise to share more uplifting posts in the next few weeks.

February

Let's just sum up this shortest month of the year. 28 days. 1 for Valentine's Day. 2 days for the Presidents. 1 for my Birthday. Pisces. Amethyst.

Valentine's recap: a giant stuffed 4ft teddy bear is in my bed right now. Received February 17. First Love Day together. 1937 miles apart. Bummed. Sleep.

Giant card with these words written:
Love doesn't make the world go round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Two souls with but a single thought,
Two hearts that beat as one.
The best thing about me is you.
I love you...always will.
-V.R.G.
Received February 19

Second card with these words written:
Love is friendship set to music.
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.
V.R.G.
Received February 21

Birthday plans: Vegas. Hopeful. Dinner. Paris. 27 on 27. Happy. Anxious.

That is all. Blame my poetry class.

Troubled Mind

I am feeling like I'm bout to mess this up. Things are going great! Of course they are going great and I am sitting here thinking about what ifs. Stop doing that Jasmine, take your own advice. "Don't be so consumed with the what ifs in life that you lose sight of what is". This is my man, he loves me, he wants to be with me, he wants me to move in with him. I'm sure I can subdue these demons trying to 'suade me to mess things up. Valentine's Day is near. He's there I'm here. Gifts should be in the mail but they aren't. Another deflated V-Day with too many and too little expectations. I don't even know why I try. But hopefully I've just been in the house too long this weekend, I can go back to my busy schedule and forget about all these negative vibes entering my mind. Goodnight love readers until next time.

Out with 2014, In with 2015

Happy New Year!

It's about that time of year again! The beginning of a new year which will bring peace for some or pain for others.

I want to encourage you all to choose love this year! Choose love over anger, jealousy, pain, pride and especially hate. Whether it be the love of our Lord Jesus Christ or the love between mother and child, wife and husband, brother and sister, friends, uplift that love this year in 2015! Keep your head up...the devil will try to knock you down but don't let him defeat you. Do you not know you are loved? I'm telling you, you are loved.

This new year was brought in at church for me this year and I have to say, it's a wonderful experience to pray into your new year! I prayed blessings over my family, my lover, my friends, my followers and I know my God is so awesome He'll see it through to 2016. No matter what may be in store for you and me this year, I choose love, will you?

A Christmas Story

Twas the night before Christmas, after a long day of travels. The tree was decorated, the presents wrapped (but not for much longer). My handsome king took me to his parents' castle and games were won and lost. At dusk almost dawn, as we entered his castle, a present lie on the bed, a dress. Then as I look into his eyes, the words spilled out of me. "I love you" My first Christmas with him was surely something special. More to come...